(target market evasion) (slow-moving gradient music) (breaking) She calls it black lady love, and I see bare ebony feet
drudging with red clay, dirt layer her complete lips and also sweat kissing her forehead. She calls it black lady love, as well as I'' m taken back to my very first time, discomfort paired with satisfaction licking the lines of uncertainty. She calls it black girl love, and I end up being eaten
by the guide of her hips, the method her sweat smells. 8 hrs of existing tripling fingers battling
to experience gateways they are informed not to go. She calls it black girl love. As well as I see myself in her arms nestled against her bust, swirling my fingers with her locks and also masturbating to the
rhythm of her breath. She calls it black girl love, as well as I locate myself naked, subjected, shredding my costume, removing my masks, slipping into my weakness
and also embracing my ugliness. She calls it black woman love, as well as I relinquish my will certainly to combat. I surrender my heart. I talk in my actual voice,
and I get my pen.She calls it black lady love. (footprints) Innocent, sweet, pure, salted. She calls it black woman love. I simply call it like. (footprints) She came over last evening
looking for conversation of an intellectual nature. She actually claimed that. (buzzer) Hey there! I'' m right here for conversation of an intellectual nature. (audience laughter).
( target market praise) I brought a glass of wine. (audience giggling) Are you gon na allow me in or …? You'' re here, aren ' t you? Yes. Oh, you simply gon na go'. touching all my things? Where ' s your
curl? Second drawer from the sink.Thanks.( laughing) So, what do you want to view? I wear'' t recognize. What do you intend to enjoy? I asked you first'. I'imply, it doesn ' t matter. I ' m here for conversation. Remember? Right.( audience'laughter) So, what ' s on your mind? IDK.
I ' m actually trying not to. think concerning the news right now. Girl, you ' re the one who simply said you desired a discussion. of an intellectual nature, Yeah, I recognize, I recognize, alright. Stop talking.( audience giggling) I simply reviewed something. for this course I ' m taking that spoke about how when we think that black queer women are the only ones having sex worth developing discussion around, we put the worry of sexuality studies on all black queer women.I ' m like, I never ever considered that before. (target market giggling) And also like it makes a lot sense, you recognize? But it'' s also so unexpected to listen to due to the fact that I feel like we'' re constantly discussing straight females, yet whenever we discuss sex, it really is always about queer sex. Anyhow, it'' s an unusual kind. of dichotomy, you understand? Because I really feel like it'' s. an extremely unsafe incline where if we acknowledge the fact that we put on'' t talk regarding black. center course straight females and their sexuality as.
a part of our feminism, after that what happens if they end up being.
all that we speak about? And put on'' t we discuss. straight people sufficient? You right.
( target market giggling) I vow she scented intoxicating as heck. However, at the same time, IDK, you recognize. Whenever I speak to my mother.
regarding sex researches things, I can inform that it has.
awakened something in her, and also she'' s all set to speak about spunk with me that she'' s never ever been. able to discuss in the past, and that'' s important, ideal? I desire my mother to be able to speak about gender researches.
things as well as sexuality things and also all that stuff. (target market giggling) What? Why are you touching my things? You'' re such a Taurus! (audience giggling) Oh my god. I'' m just looking. You look with your eyes, not your hands. All right. All right. (audience giggling) You obtained a whole lot of publications. I put on'' t appear like I review? Nigga, did I state
you look. like you don ' t read?! ('target market giggling )I ' m just joking. Come below. Why are you up until now away? Wait.( target market laughter) I like Toni Morrison.
“” The lady'' s legs are.
spread wide open, so I hum.”” Mmm. It'' s “Love””. What? The book. Oh, yeah, it'' s been a month. Do you have any type of tips.
from your library that I can borrow? I'' m desiring to read something. that ' s not needed. (target market laughter) Yeah, I imply, if you like Toni Morrison, what else would you such as? Have you review “” God Aid the Youngster””? Yeah. There'' s something about. silence being as close to music as you can obtain.
That spunk made me get my. very own apartment or condo, to be straightforward. I feel you. I such as having my very own room. You know, Taurus spunk. (audience laughter) Have you read Mia McKenzie'' s. joint from like 2013? What'' s it called? “Summer Season We Broke Out”” No, no, I haven'' t read
it yet.Even though I'' m pretty. sure I bought it on Kindle right when it came out. Well, you need to borrow my duplicate. Tell me what you think. Okay. Many thanks. You have nice hands. Thank you. You have good publications, too. Publications are very important. John Waters! You know that insane ass white.
guy that made Hairspray? (target market giggling) I read in a GQ or Vanity.
Fair interview with him where he said something like, “” Don'' t day somebody if.” they don ' t have any books.” My mother also thinks you. shouldn ' t date someone if they ' ve obtained an unclean kitchen area, you know?( audience giggling) If you rise from the bed after, as well as you go obtain a drink,.
and they got roaches! Exactly how do you find the matches? Oh my god, I would die.
( audience laughter) And also you'' d most likely be butt-ass naked which crap'' s gross. (target market giggling) (target market giggling) Thank you. What are you thanking me for? For paying attention to me. You'' re welcome. Can I.? Yes.( audience giggling )Need to I be– Rougher, yeah. (target market giggling) You desire it? Gentler. For certain. (mild moaning) (intense moaning) (laughing) Her mouth was warm, and.
we mesh perfectly. She relocated with me. Whoo! Whoo! So, did you still need that.
intellectual conversation or was a physical one all right? Oh my god. I can'' t stand you.( giggling) We were buddies at one time.
Quickly after, we became. pals with advantages. Not the type you ' re thinking about, yet great ones nonetheless. We switched over evenings. We both had keys. Come late, leave whenever. We were close friends. We were bed buddies. (sighs) This behaves. Have I discussed this is good? I missed out on the cuddling. Share your warm ass body. Hey, I'' m not that warm! Come on', you ' re pretty fucking cozy. However it'' s good!( laughter') I ' m miss out on the platonic touches, your hand on my hip in the morning or cozy air blowing gently and evenly from your thick lips, the ones you when thought were also big.I miss out on the happiness of waking up to sunlight sharing sheets shared by one more. (giggles) So, we made a plan, a good one. I'' m not drew in to you. I mean? No, I imply, obviously. You understand you ' re gorgeous. Quit stressing. What I suggest is that– You put on'' t desire to sleep with me. Good. I will certainly come over 3 nights a week. Can we make it two? I believe you'' re excellent. My felines simply obtain really distressed when another lady shares.
their area in bed. Okay, I will certainly come by two evenings a week, and you will certainly alter the.
sheets before I arrive so– I suggest, certainly. I have home training, thank you. (audience laughter) And I'' ll concerned your area twice a week? Perfect. We'' re simply sleeping pals. Simply sleeping. I get a much better evening'' s remainder when another person remains in the bed. Yeah, exact same. This is just to maintain our heat bills reduced as well as to aid us obtain those 8 hrs. Absolutely nothing much more. Nothing much less. We are just good friends, not drawn in to each various other. I indicate, she'' s thicker than.
what I opt for normally. You couldn'' t manage me, anyways.All those skinny ass. little women you day.
( audience giggling )It was a perfect, easy, stunning plan. After that it got made complex. Her skin was so soft. She had this patch on the best side listed below her tenth rib, over. her pelvic … something. I saw it when we were spooning. I was the large spoon. She sleeps much better when we'' re spooning. I put on ' t mind resting with each other. In reality, I favor it. And also, she always scents like this right out of the shower smell, you understand? Like Dove soap and coconut oil plus a little bit of rosemary, maybe. In the evening, her hood would certainly.
fall in front of my face, which tidy organic scent.
always overwhelmed me.I hesitated my hands would certainly wander off. my hands would wander off. When we were spooning,.
my hands would certainly take a trip from the front of my.
upper leg to the back of hers. I couldn'' t help it. I couldn ' t assistance thinking of her. Her smell remained on me all the time also after I bathed in the morning. Her fragrance would certainly be embeded my nostrils. Faces of hers, I hadn'' t saw before.( telephone ringing) Hello there? Just how'' s your fuck friend? (giggling from target market.
drowns out audio speakers) (speakers discussing each other) Truthfully, you'' re so juvenile. I wear'' t understand just how she ' s spun this story. Listen, we such as the business.( audio speakers talking over one another) Dee, please, this is not the time. I wear'' t recognize if I ' m seeing anybody else. Um, she ' s not available,.
Hanging up currently. Okay, many thanks, bye! (audience giggling) One evening, my hands drift. She touched me, and I allowed her know that I knew that she touched me. But I didn'' t quit her due to the fact that. I didn ' t desire her to stop. One night, I didn'' t obtain any sleep. And neither did I. (laughter) (crowd evasion) Can'' t believe my child.
nephew'' s finishing today. I think if he'' s over six feet tall, he can'' t be that little anymore? Yeah, not so little. Can'' t think I
traveled. over six hundred miles to get here, and I'' m still late. I put on ' t also recognize where.
my household is right now. Oh, excuse me. I didn'' t understand
I ' d be commemorating. my nephew ' s graduation with a lot of multi-cultural strangers if you understand what I mean.Are you okay?
I'' m a little worried. Why are you emphasized? You wan na speak concerning it? Well, okay, my flight was late. After that I couldn'' t obtain
my rental. auto for some obvious reason. Right, as well as then this white.
college starts college graduation in a timely manner. So I'' m much more terrified. And I'' m sitting with a bunch of unfamiliar people.( sighs) I ' m sorry. I disposed all my troubles on you prior to I even introduced myself. I'' m Dee. Oh, that ' s okay, I ' m normally nosy. I ' m Brille, but my close friends call me Bri. Okay, what do unfamiliar people call you? They can call me anytime. Oooh, all right. Brille, sometimes called Bri,. strangers call you anytime. Mmhmm. That are you listen to wishing the best for? Oh, my goddaughter.
She ' s the one with the. rhinestones on the top of
her cap. Ah. You understand you ' re gon na have.'to pay for that, right? Oh, I understand. It ' s my graduation present to her. The cap, with any luck not the dress.
You know, we spent hrs. recently ensuring that the diamonds aligned.
her initials flawlessly. Hmm, so you'' re the great godmother. Generally a fairy. Okay! Well, you remain in good business due to the fact that I am the ideal auntie in the world.Okay, I see.
So, what are you doing after college graduation? We'' re throwing a celebration for my goddaughter, as well as I put on'' t learn about after. What about you? Oh, alright, regarding the very same.
I ' m gon na hang with. family up until regarding nine, as well as then I ' m gon na fulfill. up'with some friends. We ' re eating a late dinner. Oh', close friends? Yeah, yeah, I wear ' t live right here anymore, but when I do pertain to. community, I associate them
, supper, dancing, a heavy. dosage of reminiscing.'You ' re welcome to join me … us. Dance and supper with unfamiliar people. That sounds like fun. Count me in. Okay.Okay.
Let'' s see. So, below is my
number. Call or text, and let. me understand when as well as where, and also I will see you there. Great, thanks. Bri, this is Dee.
Gon na fulfill at The Area. in around thirty minutes. Want to see you there. (message tone) Kk, I'will see you then. Okay. What ' s that regarding? Okay, I just invited someone. I satisfied at the college graduation. Please be chill. I assume she ' s fam. Now, you understand you can ' t simply state that without offering no details, nigga. (target market laughter) Is she queer? Is she single? What'' s her name? Oh, she ' s extremely adorable, and also'her name is Bri. And'I wear ' t understand if she ' s single or not. We simply satisfied. Bri? Bri? Like the Bri we ' ve been. attempting to inform you concerning? Wait, what? Light-skinned Bri. With those braids as well as.
that Bastille tattoo. (laughter) (target market giggling) Well.Thank you for welcoming me. Must have done it earlier obviously. (target market giggling) (low ambient music) January 7th. Beloved Journal, I saw her today, and also she still. has that stroll that I like. She looked delighted, as well, unlike.
the last time I saw her. I hope she forgives me for that. I was undergoing some things, as well as I didn'' t mean to take. my troubles out on her. Possibly I ought to just send out.
her an email to claim, “” Hi,”” let her know that I saw her. I ask yourself if she'' s transformed. her email or phone number.I marvel
if she'' s relocated. January 12th. She composed me back. I can'' t think she composed me back. She stated next time I. must quit her as well as speak. Possibly I ought to return by there tomorrow. She hasn ' t been back by.
in the last three days. I wrote her back, and also I. discussed I ' m not dating any person. I wan na be much better. January 17th. It ' s been five days, and she still hasn'' t. replied to my email. I imply, maybe I shouldn ' t worry. She does have a life, right?
Maybe she ' s dating somebody new. She was grinning with that.
lady she was walking with. No, no, she would certainly tell me if. she'was dating a person brand-new. I informed her I wasn ' t dating any individual. Possibly she'' s sick. That ' s probably what it is! She ' s unwell! As well as she ' s probably all alone without any individual to aid her feeling better.I ' m gon na take her some.
recover rewards, you understand? Like some soup, some biscuits, a magazine. Maybe I should call initially. No, unusual her is gon na be best! We love each various other. January 18th. I still haven'' t heard back from her, and I'' m starting to get fretted. I called the hospital as well as.
the cops division. I even called her mom,.
yet she hung up on me. Doesn'' t she recognize that
I ' m. bothered with her little girl? I suggest, yes, I messed up, and also I ask forgiveness, but her family can'' t. quit me from loving her. She forgave me, and also she told me following.
time I see her to speak, and also she responded back to my email. I simply need her to call me, as well as allow me understand everything'' s okay. I ' m just attempting to love her. January 20th. I can ' t believe she. still hasn ' t called me. I went out of my method, took.
medicine and also food by her house.I also left a note to. allow her recognize it was me.
You ' d think she ' d at least. contact us to claim, “Thank you.” So, “I called her” all this morning and also three times last evening. No person answered, so I drove.
by her residence last night, rang the buzzer, sit in the.
chilly rainfall for thirty minutes, as well as nobody responded to the door. Where was she? (sighs) I wear'' t know why she. wants to play these games. She ' s understand that I'like her, as well as I ' m sorry.
I ' ve changed. I even obtained my old job. back on a test basis, yet I recognize I ' ll make it. I simply need her to call me, let me understand she ' s fine. January 24th. ALL SPEAKERS: I love her. I enjoy her! I enjoy her! She called me back finally. She stated she obtained my treatment bundle, my voicemail, my emails. Apparently, she was out of town.I mean, I'' m delighted she.
wasn'' t sick or anything, but she was still disrespectful. She also disregarded me while she went to home. I saw her moving around her home. I even monitored her while she slept. I'' ve left her numerous cards today. I even left a beautiful handmade.
one on her cushion today. I made an image album filled up with pictures from back when we were pleased before I allow my troubles mess us up. And also besides that, she still informed me not.
to call her any longer. I would have done a lot more, however I'' m broke. They fired me for missing days because I was worried.
concerning her being sick. She made me shed my job, however that'' s okay. She ' ll make it
as much as me. when we are with each other.
I ' ll do all the'cooking as well as. cleansing while she ' s at the workplace, and also we ' ll have a perfect. residence with youngsters as well as a pet dog. She ' s allergic to cats. January 25th. ALL SPEAKERS: I like her.I put on'' t comprehend why. she can ' t understand that. I imply, I attempt to clarify,.
but she simply wouldn'' t pay attention. She just would certainly not listen to me. As well as I just held her down.
so she would certainly simply shut up and listen to what I was trying to claim. She started shouting as well as yelping at me, so I had to do something to soothe her down. So, I hit her, you recognize,.
like they do in the films. Except, it didn'' t work. She kept yelling and yelping at me. She kept howling at me. Why does she want me to leave? I was only trying to like her. I kept covering her face wishing that she would simply be.
quiet for one second. Sufficient time to allow me chat, enough time for me to reveal.
her just how much I like her! All the hand-written.
cards I had actually created for her, all the roses I chose for her, all the pictures I took of her smiling and laughing with.
others, never with me.Never with me!
Currently, she wants to sob.
and tell me to leave. I can'' t do that, and also she recognizes that. She'' s mine permanently. I maintained covering her face even after she quit relocating, and also I heard nothing from her. Say goodbye to advocating me to quit, say goodbye to asking me to leave. I maintained my hands there simply long sufficient for her to listen to what.
I was trying to tell her, and after that I just got also.
weary, and also I had to relax. She was currently asleep, (giggles) laying beside me like it need to always be. I placed my arms around her, waiting. Waiting on her to wake up, so we can be together.Forever.
ALL SPEAKERS: I hope she understands I'' m just trying to love her. Purple, purple, purple! Purple was the color of the t-shirt that she put on when I first satisfied her. I remember because it.
was loud and not charming. Excuse me? I'' m sorry, babe. It was loud, not adorable. At the very least, out her. It was a little also limited, as well as it had this oversupply.
of buttons and flaps, as well as it made it resemble some.
Cadet Kelly decline concern. Wow, you'' re going to sting.
me regarding my fashion selections. I additionally observed her eyes because when she grinned, you.
might tell it was real due to her eyes. I remained in community after we satisfied, as well as I started running into.
her almost everywhere I went. I also jokingly implicated.
her of tracking me.And from the method she giggled, I assume there could have been.
something to my allegation. She desired to run into me. I didn'' t know how to make it happen, so I made reasons to message her, as well as the periodic text resulted in us calling prior to each function to see if the various other one.
would make an appearance, which often caused carpooling. So, it was like a date.
type of, sort of, yet not. Yeah, we discussed whatever. National politics, books, sex …
Sex. Oh, yeah. Whole lots of sex. Yeah, we just maintained coming.
back around to sex. (giggling) And also, you know, I. It was constantly concerning the … my excess and also your– Oh, yeah! And your absence thereof. Yeah. (target market giggling) Oh, oh, oh, hang on. I keep in mind– I wasn'' t jealous, though. Oh, but until you were, and. I keep in mind the conversation. I was chatting regarding my most current whoever, and afterwards you stated, “” If it was.
so great, why call me after?”” Uh huh! You recognize, if you wanted.
me, you could have had me. So after that I said, “” You wear'' t. even wan na be with me, so why are you resembling this?”” Well, we remained on the phone.
in silence for 5 minutes. (audience laughter) 5 mins is a long.
time to remain on the phone. (audience laughter) As well as ultimately I claimed, (laughter) “” I do.”” (squeals) So, we went out to dinner, and also externally,.
nothing unusual occurred. Oh, wonderful try.We touched hands all evening. (giggling) When she passed me the.
salt, our hands would touch. When I passed her the butter,.
our hands would certainly touch. And every single time our hands touched, it was like time stood still. As well as I never asked you. What made you want much more.
than just supper that evening? Purple. You used purple the very first time I satisfied you, and then you wore it at dinner. Oh, so you simulated my tee shirt? No.
( audience giggling) I simply knew I couldn'' t obtain you. or that shade out of my mind until I obtained you out of it. Okay! (laughter) (flirtatious growl) (target market laughter) (pet barking) (pet barking) So I'' m resting there, bbq sauce throughout my titties. (audience giggling) Jasper! I suggest, yes, around my damn titties. See, this is why you shouldn'' t attempt to make a church picnic into a charming date. Wait, you took her to the church barbecue? Pay attention, I'' m conserved, sanctified,.
and holy ghost filled, yet my booty still needs tail love. If she can endure all them.
snoopy ass church ladies, she can stick about. Okay. So, anyhow, I'' m sitting there, and she simply looked at me. She didn'' t also offer to assist me. Wow, that is weird. Uh huh! So, I bowel movement, come back in what is.
essentially now a damp outfit, as well as homegirl is still there chewing on ribs. I ask her if I can use her flannel, you know, to hide my gown so I didn'' t appearance like I ' d drowned.And she'' s like, “I imply, it ' s. kind of part of my” look.”( audience giggling) Crap! Had it been at a regular.
degular butt outing, I would certainly have cussed her butt out so quick! (target market clapping) Why can'' t I obtain a routine.
butt girl to date me? Why are they all so ludicrous? I put on'' t recognize, man.Hmm.
Why am I even asking you? You'' ve been wed for.
as long as I'' ve understood you. Exactly how'' s that BT Refers to as? How are you? Why am I doing all of the chatting today? You always the one doing all the talking. (audience laughter) Okay, okay, I know. I am a Gemini sunlight and moon. We are who we are! (audience giggling) Yet now, I'' m prepared to listen.How are you? I ' m excellent. I'' m truly excellent. I am enjoying in my corporeal self. You'' re doing what with who?'I ' m truly loving having a body recently. You know, that'' s new for me. When I appeared as genderqueer, I didn ' t intend on making any type of. physical or irreversible modifications to my body, so I didn'' t think. individuals would obtain it, you recognize? It was like I was having this.
substantial internal awareness and also makeover, however.
it was happening for me, and also I believed that I wouldn'' t be seen. However you have actually been. But I have been. Individuals have actually been so compassionate. Aw, wow. It ' s nearly as if your. good friends want you to be pleased, and, as a result, attest your identity.( target market giggling )Like I was claiming, my good friends have been so.
empathetic and also conscientious. And also, you understand, it'' s the very first time that I ' ve really enjoyed my body, you understand?
I wear ' t know.It ' s like the individuals who enjoyed me that still see me as a lady, I simply really feel like I
couldn ' t. totally exist with them due to the fact that they assumed I.
was a person who I wasn'' t. However, you recognize, it ' s not. like the act of claiming
I ' m not a woman has transformed.
just how I live'in my body, however, inform me if this.
is TMI, it ' s concerning sex. Yeah, no talk concerning sex is
ever before TMI.Okay. So like, I ' m having amazing sex. Like, amazing! I imply', fine,'bae and also I. have actually constantly had the sex'. Yeah, certainly. Clearly, yet it ' s like I ' m making love. I'don ' t recognize what it is, if I ' m much like breathing deeper, if I ' m much less tense or more based, however prior to I seemed like I was type of watching myself make love, and now I ' m making love,. as well as that crap is good.( target market laughter) Okay! I am caring this brand-new you who is loving yourself. and also loving sex, Dee! This is such an excellent development! I am truthfully and.
seriously so satisfied for'you.I mean, you ' re regularly beautiful. You grin a lot more. I feel like I'' m seeing you.
for the very first time, you understand? I'' m satisfied.
I ' m really pleased, and often. it really feels ridiculous as well as childlike. Yeah, but it ' s not. I enjoy this Dee. I enjoy you! Coming out is absolutely white supremacist as well as is a device of surveillance, yet at the exact same time, is it freeing! I want that feeling for every one of my close friends. Me also. I wear'' t understand. Please behave, as well as I'' ll see you soon. And no more barbeque on dates. (target market laughter) I can'' t warranty etiquette, yet I can ensure no.
extra barbecue titties. Okay. (audience laughter) This is good. It is. I love you, friend.I love you
, too. See you quickly. Yeah, see you quickly. Bye.
Bye. Boop! (giggling) I love you. I like you, also. Yeah? Mmhmm. (squealing) (deep breathing) (target market giggling) Fuck! Now what? (audience laughter) She desires me to psychologically.
fuck her pain away. Pretend we more than just a.
two-night stand, memories of … (slapping of hands on speaker'' s body) (deep'exhalation) And I ' m not an injury licker. Dry blood embolisms, tender. So, I pass this time while describing why as she places me, once more,.
on the sidelines of her life, catching drip declines of her. (smacking of hands on speaker'' s body) (deep exhalation)( sighs) She ' s beginning to birthed me. And also the hunger in me isn'' t being fed. Mental roars echoing in a.
space long ago occupied by her, so why even trouble.
basing on the sidelines, front lines of her life? It isn'' t something that. passions me any longer. (smacking of hands on speaker'' s body) (deep exhalation) (stomping)( exhalation) And also did I mention I ' m bored? Or should I worry we ' ve been right here prior to? Alleviating pain with BandAids. A fake love, phony desire, phony dampness leaking from pens of unnoticeable ink.And she claims,
she says I understand her like nothing else. I state she misconstrues me like nothing else. (slaps hands on speaker'' s body) (stamps) (deep exhalations) (stomps) Making believe … (laughs) we pals til silence finds us once more. Time passes once again, as well as we component once more. I'' m hungry. She feeds me say goodbye to.( cellular phone buzzing) I satisfied a new pal. A brand-new close friend? Yeah. When did you fulfill her, and why am I just currently finding out about it? She dropped me a line a.
couple of weeks earlier on Facebook, stated she'' s seen me before out as well as about.Honestly, all right,
we ' ve been talking a. little bit much more recently, and also she wants to hang out occasionally. I wouldn ' t have actually even reacted, however I ' m fed up with sitting. alone in your home each evening, and also like I stated, we ' re just pals. Okay, so'when are you hanging. out with this brand-new buddy? This weekend. We ' re gon na look into that new sushi location that I mentioned to you. You recognize? The one that I asked you to go to? So, you ' re simply determining. to inform me about it? I didn ' t need to inform you in all. It ' s not like you care what. I'do on the weekends anyhow.
As long as I ' m there when you catch 5 mins away from her. How can you state that? You know I strive to invest. even more than simply 5 mins with you on the weekends.Yeah, on the damn phone. We ' ve been doing this. for like 6 months now
, and also I just started obtaining telephone calls from you at the weekend break last month. As well as, as soon as again, that ' s. when she ' s not about. I ' m exhausted of this.( sighs) I ' m sorry. You'' re right. You shouldn ' t be alone, and you shouldn'' t have to. spend the weekend breaks on your own.
I ' m sorry I put you via this. I ' m sorry I'' m as well fucking scared.
to simply break up with her. I do wan na be with you. I can'' t love you enough to offer you up. I ' m sorry that this new close friend. can provide you what you require, something that I'wan na offer you. I ' m sorry. I ' m sorry, too. I like myself sufficient'to let you go. I require much more, Dee. I'' ll break up with her tonight. Okay. Okay, I ' ll satisfy you on Fifth.
in about a hr, maybe two, relying on how this goes.Okay? Okay. I ' ll meet you there. Don ' t disappoint me, Dee. Okay. Dee! Child! Can you help me with something?'Okay, I ' ll be right there. Wait a sec! Surprise!( giggling) Delighted 7th anniversary! Fuck. I know these last 9.
months have been hard which we both have job to do, but I love you. I love us. We'' re familiar. I really feel safe and also excellent with you. I know you. Ana, this is excessive practically. Dee, it'' s just a cake.I didn'' t obtain you anything. else, so wear ' t obtain too excited. I ' m pleased you like it, though. I like doing things that make you satisfied. You'' re so efficient it, baby, thank you. What kind of cake did you make? Funfetti. From the box, so like I.
stated, put on'' t obtain as well delighted. (target market giggling) It'' s perfect. Sadly, I have a.
meeting to head to downtown. At 8:30 on a Tuesday? Hmm. You much better not be ripping off on me. Ana, why would certainly you say that? Infant, it was just a joke. What? Ana … What'' s incorrect? Why are you crying? We require to talk. Yeah, speak about what? I'' m done. You ' re finished with what?
I ' m finished with this.With this half-ass relationship, this claiming that we still care when we both know we wear'' t. We ' re just existing, as well as I ' m. tired of existing with you. I desire much more from life. I are entitled to much more from life, so I'' m done. I ' m in love. I satisfied her months back. We ' ve been chatting, dropping in love, as well as she wants us to be together. Okay. She should have better.
I are entitled to much better, and I ' m. prepared to offer her all of me'.
Okay. Besides, I didn ' t also. assume you would certainly see whether or not I was right here.'I suggest, we ' re hardly existing with each other. We wake up, go to rest,.
simply out of routine. We wear'' t even wan na be … I wear ' t also remember … I.
didn'' t remember our anniversary.I wear ' t
remember the last.
genuine kiss we'' ve shared. We haven'' t. we sanctuary ' t also touched,
like the last time we touched. was coming on the shower room. We sanctuary ' t made love in months. Okay. I wan na obtain to understand a person. I wan na, heck, hug a person– No, I said fine, dammit! Shut up! You desire out? Fuck it! Great! Simply get your spunk and go! Simply please quit with the bullshit concerning you being
in love. with another female. You assume you unique? Since you discovered somebody else to enjoy as opposed to working with us? What? You want a damn cookie or.
something for desiring a lot more? I gave you more, but your.
self-centered ass couldn'' t see that.So, fuck you and the new chick! (target market laughter) I wish her well in dealing.
with you and also your no one methods, the placing yourself initially by switching over jobs every six months because they wear'' t recognize you! Would certainly it have eliminated.
you to clean a damn meal when or twice in seven years? Pay a fucking light bill.
without me begging initially? Did you ever before assume that.
I was tired of attempting to cover us as well as all of our costs while you located yourself and also your calling? No? I obtained a calling for you. It'' s called being expanded! So, go as well as be pleased. I understand I will certainly be. I'' ll come and also obtain my stuff.
tomorrow while you'' re at the workplace. Get the fuck out! (audience praise) (funk music) (target market laughter) (target market applause) (phone ding) Father KaiKai sent you a message. Hey, ma, I enjoyed talking.
to you earlier this week. Do you wan na take a look at that.
brand-new brewery this weekend break? Yeah! Matter of truth, why.
wait up until the weekend break? Are you free tonight? (sent message tone) Oh, I actually simply.
made strategies with somebody, and I assume they might need some support.I think they simply damaged. up with their woman, yet tomorrow?( sent message tone )Tomorrow sounds excellent.( sent out message tone) Oh, terrific! I ' ll see you after that.( sent message tone) Good. Use something hot. I haven ' t made love in'months. And that recognizes? I could produce on the very first date. (target market laughter) Winky face emoji. (sent message tone) (audience laughter) (target market applause) (reduced ambient music) I can still taste you in.
the rear of my throat. I tried to eliminate it. Fingers pushed in til I trick, still not reach. Consuming alcohol from your well is.
something I can no much longer do. Still parched from the.
last time as we attempted Be more difficult, I believe to grow.
my love to seed your own. The ground has actually expanded.
dry, barren, sterile, as we make believe, make believe that life is right, and that we are doing right by being right here. Time passes as the need passes, for you, for us. Yearnings no more.
reached for in your arms.I ' m handing down that hit this time. Why? Due to the fact that. Because is not a fucking response, Kai. What the fuck? Okay. No, I want an answer,.
and also I deserve it currently. Dee, we'' ve discussed this prior to. There'' s no simple answer. Fuck that. It'' s just time. It ' s time to end this spunk. I indicate, we ' ve been below before. You ' ve changed, as well as I. did not enroll in this. Oh, so it ' s my mistake? You understand what? I ' m coming by. Where is she? I informed you on the phone she wasn ' t below.
Where is she? You fucking her. Why isn ' t she here on a Saturday. evening with my girlfriend? She ' s not here cause I didn ' t invite her.You invited her right here all the various other times you were fucking her. The various other times you would. begin debates with me to maintain me far from here,. to keep me far from you. What do you desire me to state? Yes, I invited her. Yes, I fucked her. But you know that currently. So, why are you right here? I'' m below to establish a bitch in the face that cheated on me. That ' s why I'' m below. So, I'' m a bitch currently? I ' m the same bitch that. lugged your ass for six months when you didn ' t have a task. I ' m the same bitch that ' s. been handling you, trying to determine if you'' re. a lesbian or some various other shit for the last year. I suggest, what the fuck.
is genderqueer anyhow? (snort) However you recognize what? I'' m also the same bitch that recognizes your sorry butt ripped off on me with my so-called best.
pal, so I'' ll be that bitch.But what should I call you? What do you call a bitch without gender? (loud slap) (weeping) I'' m done. We ' re done.( target market giggling) Just not gon na say absolutely nothing? Do you also wan na be right here, Kai? Do you know? See, you obtain mad at me. for asking inquiries, however it ' s since you ' re not. doing your very own individual work, as well as this quiet resentment.
bullshit, I'' m refraining from doing it, Kai'.
I ' m not.So you ' re truly just. not gon na claim anything? I ' m listening to you, Bri– No, I'' m done chatting. I ' ve been done chatting. I simply do so much for you! I get back from work. I help you process your fucking day. I cook for you, I smoke.
you out when you'' re sad, and nothing! It'' s like you '
re taking my. labor for fucking provided, and also I'' m fed up with it. Yo! I need some damn activity. It resembles you'' re not even fucking here. Yo, you ' re being so hostile today, and I need you to quit cussing at me. You joke me today? Are you fucking kidding me? Nah. I'' m fucking severe. View your mouth. I'' m sorry that I haven ' t.
been appearing for you. I wan na be my best self.
in this, so occasionally … I don'' t wan na create you damage,.
and also I don'' t do anything.I requirement to service that. I recognize I do. I'' m committed to that process, okay? However I can not hesitate that you'' re gon na strike. our damn house up whenever I fuck up. I'' m attempting my ideal to show. approximately this table humbly, Bri. Every day, I attempted it my ideal to turn up. And I have my spunk to function on, yet to keep it completely.
straightforward, you understood that.I ' m doing the very best that I can. Are you done? Oh my god. See, this is the shit that.
impacts my mind about you. Do you truly believe that.
I'' m not trying my best, or are you just being minor now? Look, I'' m being ahead of time regarding my sensations. I'' m telling you honestly.
what'' s on my mind and heart, and I ' m still turning up for you. I don'' t even recognize how you can ask me if I'' m really trying. Since it'' s about actions, Kai! Not simply claiming as well as.
attempting, you have to do. You have to be proactive in your life and what you want in this life, as well as what you'' re willing.
to do to reach it! And it looks like, rather.
truthfully, in this partnership and also various other facets of your life,.
you'' re not even doing that.So, yeah, I'' m asking you.
if you'' re also trying. Look, Kai, I ' m not calling you a liar. I'' m not. I ' m just saying you need. to have a look at on your own and also see why it is that you in fact stand up to nearness as well as growth. Just how several times have you set.
assumptions on your own, and you didn'' t make it because.
you didn'' t placed in the job? The number of times have I connected to you, as well as you'' ve closed on your own off on me, or you obtain agitated when I sign in? You talk huge talk, however are.
you integrating any of that in your life, in ours? Yeah, stating and trying.
isn'' t working anymore. You have to do. As well as, yes, there are.
things I need from you, but you need to do it for yourself first. You'' re right. In everything you simply.
said, I can'' t refute it. I literally simply stated I.
have my crap to deal with. Bri, I'' m not pleased with that I am.I put on'' t like the truth that.
I have interaction blocks and also problems with uniformity. Heck, at this factor, I can barely keep a guarantee to myself. I'' m not made use of to being.
gotten in touch with someone. Do you also wan na be? What? We have one argument, and also.
you'' re ready to call it off? Listen, I require to recognize.
where we stand in this. I'' m not trying to have you break my heart. However I don'' t recognize what ' s gon na happen, Bri. Yes, I like you today, and I wan na be with you. Yet I can not anticipate the future. I'wan na be in this. I ' m in this.( moans) Dammit!'Agh, I'' m sorry.
I'' m sorry, I ' m sorry,. I ' m sorry for yelling.
( giggling) My customers scream enough. to last us seven years. I ' m sorry, too. I'can connect better. I ' m attempting, but I can attempt harder. You absolutely could. Man! Chill! Listen, as well as likewise, I'' m
not. one of your little close friends “. “Guy”, “” Bruh””, those are not.
labels I consented to. (target market laughter) Okay, shawty. So, we great? Yes. I like you a whole lot, Kai.I do, as well as I love revealing that. But sometimes I'' d like. the exact same point, too. I feel you, and also I can do that. But I require you to provide me a.
little even more time and space to deal with shit on my own.
prior to I bring spunk to you. I wan na share, but, you know, sometimes it'' s like your.
mind goes 10 miles a minute, as well as you'' re so worried about something'that I ' ve just refined, so maybe … Look, I suggest this in a caring method, sometimes you got ta cool. I put on'' t recognize. Decrease. I ' m right here. (reduced ambient songs) She guaranteed after the last time that that would certainly be the last time.It wasn '
t. She assured the last.
time before the last time that we would certainly look for therapy.
of some sort or therapy. I make an appointment, she didn'' t show. It wasn ' t her mistake. Life and living kept us both hectic, as well as that day took place to be truly hectic. I must ' ve intended much better. She assured when to.
say sorry to my mother for abusing her daughter.She created it down verbatim what she was going to claim. “Mail it!” I claimed. No, no, this has to “be. spoken in person. I didn ' t request that. I didn'' t expect it and wasn ' t amazed when it didn ' t occur. The letter or the apology. She promised me the sun, moon, as well as stars as well as supplied me to the.
healthcare facility emergency room even more than when. I approved it as my well worth. I approved that I needed to enjoy her more, accept her better. I attempted. I attempted to expect what.
would certainly make her delighted, sad, however above all crazy. I bear in mind the very first time we battled. It was a simple push, actually, after I said something.
that she didn'' t like.We were both surprised by her response. I asked forgiveness. She apologized. As well as I took it as a one-off thing that it wouldn'' t occur once more until it did.
The 2nd time was a push. once more, adhered to by a slap. Once more, we were both stunned. Me, greater than her. She said sorry once more, but she.
added that it was my fault, and I needed to enjoy my mouth. I a little concurred. I suggest, perhaps if I stopped talking more, her hitting me wouldn'' t have actually happened. I believed that until the.
4th or fifth time she struck me after she was having a negative day, and I was standing in the way of the door.I was there to provide her a hug. Rather, I obtained a push as well as.
a type the tummy. I didn'' t welcome her at the door anymore. I wear'' t do a lot of anything anymore. We argued one night after.
I hung out with buddies. I was thirty minutes late. She greeted me by grabbing my neck and dragging me via.
the house by my hair. She implicated me of unfaithful.
and made me strip naked to scent her on me, she claims. After that she took what I didn'' t. intend to give any longer. Her heart wasn'' t there. She normally wanted sex.
to implement her point.I reduced my hair.
She informed me that my mommy.
was trying to separate us after she questioned us concerning the bruises and the weight-loss. I informed her that my mommy.
loved me, enjoyed her, loved us, and also didn'' t want us apart. She differed. She defeated me whenever.
I visited my mom. I put on'' t browse through her anymore. We chat on the phone while I'' m at the workplace. I ' m not permitted on the.
phone or the computer system when we'' re house with each other. It took a while. There were contusions and busted bones before I understood that.
I can'' t do this anymore. She didn'' t think me. She told me to sit my butt down, as well as before I could also open my mouth, she struck me in it. Making (mumbles) coming to be.
easier as well as easier.I took the
hit and the several that followed, the sex after. It made it easier. Much easier to fire her.
point space in the head. You understand, television films lie. The blood splatter wasn'' t that extreme. Oh, the appearance she gave me, though? That was an examination. She looked afraid. As well as shocked! The amount of times did I appear like that? Eyes as well as mouth broad open.
desiring to claim whatever I can to avoid what was to take place.It never worked for me,
and it didn'' t benefit her. I told her, “I no longer enjoy you”.'” I ' m tired, exhausted, fed up with caring you. As well as you would certainly never let us go. I virtually asked her what was it concerning me that made her not love me enough? Then I stopped.It was too late. It was far too late for her. It was also late for us. I drew the weapon from under the bed, believed how hefty my arm was with the weight of it. Exactly how chilly it really felt in my grip. It was wise to put the bullets in early, so I wouldn'' t give up.'It ' s the easy points. I woke her up delicately, pressed on her shoulder to kiss on her neck. She handed over, fussing and also cussing. Turning would have been following, however the weapon quit her. Freeze frame. It can have been, need to have been, so various for us. I pulled the trigger. She died. I put 2 bullets in, one for her and also one for me. I didn'' t usage mine. There actually wasn'' t a requirement to anymore. What I didn ' t anticipate in all my preparation, I imagined that they would find us spread out here.Instead, they
will just locate her. I think I'' m gon na go away for a while, live life for the initial time in a long period of time. And if they find me eventually, it can'' t be any kind of even worse than what she did to me. Momma will certainly recognize. Dad beat her till she couldn'' t take it any longer. I presume blood tells.( reduced guitar strumming) All I ever consider is you. And also in some cases that'' s not a good idea in the middle of discomfort filled silences, as graphes of me and you. Eyes flooding, closed to the fact of being you say goodbye to, however, I see you trying, and I hear what you'' re saying, resembling in between words currently spoken, loudly.So, I relocate left, and you move right, as well as we not dance. We just stepping over crap stacks of love, trust fund, pain, pain, love, trust, hurt, discomfort. Connection, curdling in this fridge we developed, not acquired. Winter months approaching within and out. Covering myself in coverings with you, yet ultimately, all I ever before think around is you. (slow purposeful songs) (footsteps) Hi. I'' ll have some miso soup, no tofu. Yakitori, actually light on the onions. Do you have that gluten complimentary soy sauce? Yeah! Okay, allow me obtain a go-go roll, additional masago sauce. And also a glass of water.Okay.
Oh, wait, one pot of matcha tea? Obtained it. Thanks. Rush up, and also pick what you want. I am depriving. Please! You understand I always get the same thing below, so the only one holding you back is you. Uh-uh, you need to be extra daring, try a different side meal. Okay, are you acquiring? Ooh, no. Uh-huh, after that shut that thing, honest! You appear so upset! (giggling) I missed you! Yeah, I missed you, too, bud! Tell me what'' s up! Oh, hold on.Okay, one second. Put on a skirt, no underwears, and also those heels that I like. Well … Steward, water? Oh, a lot more? (giggling) Thank you. So, how is she? She is great! Much better? A lot much better. Just how so? Well, I put in the time to better discuss what I wanted. Truly? As well as what is it that you desire? Use your frame, pain is enjoyment. As well as that all of the abrupt made every little thing better? No. However we chatted some more, and after that we did some a lot more. Oh, the doing made every little thing better. Can I view? Quit having fun, woman! You recognize she'' s not gon na allow you enjoy! She already believes we are fucking when we do lunch. She'' s possibly gon na
smell my breath when I obtain house. Why should she be smelling your breath when she should be smelling mine? Okay! Why is it that we constantly discuss sex? Yeah, I put on'' t understand.
( target market laughter) Hungry? Somewhat. No underwears? No underwears. Great lady. Hungry? Yes. (laughs) (gasping) Ahem, great. We'' re right here. Are you prepared for the check? Yes. One secondly. Oh, you radiate sex. Okay, well let'' s just lean right into it. I wan na listen to everything about your sex life. You say she'' s much better, how so? Be particular. She'' s truly leaning right into this femme top identification. In some cases I just wanted her to band up. Amen. Yeah, yet at the exact same time, she'' s gotten really into slapping me around in bed. It'' s fun. Seems like it. So you really place ' t explored voyeurism? Bri, she'' s so possessive. I suggest, I'' m not gon na exist. I reduced secret like it by doing this. High secret. It'' s misogynistic. High key. Okay', it ' s high crucial misogynistic. Yes! Okay. I such as recognizing that my lady is my girl, as well as she likes knowing that I'' m hers, too. Mmhmm. So,'no, you can ' t watch. She ' s not right into that. Penalty. I will certainly just have to think that, yet I assume that we would have an actually excellent time. See, yet she doesn ' t'in fact like you.That ' s not true. I ' m alluring. Okay. Anyways, this has been enjoyable. We need to do it once more. Concerning three months from currently? Lunch? Seems about right. Mmhmm. (laughter) Bye. See you soon. Thank you for taking me out to dinner. I'' ve got ta spoil you occasionally. (giggling) (audience laughter) Work'' s working out. Peggy states I may be up for a promotion. Oh! Congratulations! Yeah, thank you. I require that added cash money. I assume I require brand-new tires on the car, and I can barely pay for upkeep as is. Well, you deserve it. Yeah, I know, I'' m functioning hard. Do you understand about when you'' re gon na obtain it? Nah, I don'' t know. I ' m simply gon na keep'working. Okay. Doing my thing, that ' s what I do. You recognize, to look after us. Just how was the food? I enjoyed it. Oh, yeah. Where ' d you
find the restaurant? Create I recognize you didn ' t discover it.It was Peggy.
I recognized it! Mmhmm. I ' m gon na require her to locate a truly good breakfast place considering that you put on'' t wan na wait. I ' m not waiting (mumbles). Okay. Safe word. Banana. You ' re my girl.( laughter) (target market giggling) Have you missed me? Yes. Excellent woman. You prepared? Yes. Good. Expanded people shit.( target market giggling) About bending, scratching, attacking, spanking. (whip fracture).
Oh! Strapping, licking, consuming. (whip crack).
Oh! Things like roses are red, and also nipple areas are meant to be attacked, as well as crap like when she.
smiles, the sun turns up, but when her butt is up,.
hopefully the tones are down. (whip fracture).
Oh! Late in the evening, when the pet dogs asleep, and also the cable television bill ain'' t'been paid, and also it ' s dark as fuck, we fuck. Gradually, nude, moisture seeping. Sweat leaking.
( whip split).( groaning) Oh! Rubbing creating responses, making fuck deals with to the sounds of, “” For just two repayments of.
$ 19.99, this can be your own.”” Oh, we fuck. Poetic rubbish that just.
makes good sense to her and I. You ready? Yes. (moaning) (sighing) (extreme moaning) (thrilled screaming) (laughter) My excellent girl.
( laughter) (audience giggling) (guitar strumming quietly) (bang) She defeats me perfectly. Threatens me with lashes, even when I'' m good, and also that is frequently. (slapping) Why we poor when the.
penalty is still the exact same? So I, like all great girls, autumn.
to her feet when she gets in, really hoping for tiny treats of tongue on skin, resting in hollows (snapping.
muffle speaker). Failing that, I seek.
touches of the agonizing sort. (smacking) Nails installed where skin attaches in the oddest of styles, floating, areas never seen by this side. (giggling) You like that? (target market giggling) Oops! Loosen up! Splits dropping because.
she enjoys them from me, due to the fact that she triggers them in me. She loves me, I assume, that'' s why she beats me wonderfully. (smacking) Bye. (target market supporting) (club songs) Hey complete stranger! Hey woman! I didn'' t understand you were back in community. It'' s been a min. Yeah, I ' ve been back in the area.
for like a couple of months, and it'' s been two years.That ' s why I'' m stunned.
I haven'' t seen you now. Oh, the number and the.
address sanctuary'' t changed. If you wanted to see me, you might have. Why? I wasn'' t prepared. Look, being gay was so damn easy for you. You wore your rainbow gear.
like a badge of nerve as well as shot the finger to.
every person that didn'' t concur. I didn ' t understand if I would ever be there. I wasn ' t there yet.( sighs) Okay, you were persuaded that my mom and my household would be.
fine with us, with it, and also you barely met my mom.How could you
recognize? All right, it seemed like you were trying to compel me to be you or a lesbian or dyke or whatever you wan na.
call it, so I bounced. You simply maintained pushing this concept of what being gay was onto me, and I didn'' t wan na hang. with your gay pals. I didn ' t wan na appear at the office, however you dropping by demanding. a kiss before leaving certain as heck wasn ' t. gon na maintain it this way. I didn'' t also wan na go to Pride. I was still trying to figure.
out what the fuck Pride was. But you wouldn'' t stop, so I stopped. I figured you ' d be okay. I figured that gay coalition would help you obtain over me or whatever, but it'' s not like I was your initial.
You were mine, and also love. doesn ' t cure everything, however all of your ex-spouses were always around all set to jump back right into. something with you anyway. I suggest, that the heck is.
close friends with every one of their ex-spouses? Lesbians. (audience applause) Okay, Bri.Okay.
So, let me get this straight. Instead of simply just claiming that you didn'' t think you were gay or you weren ' t ready, “you just leave? As opposed to stating, “I ' m not. prepared, Bri, you ' re hurrying me,” you simply up as well as leave?'See, you told me you. didn ' t like my pals because they were unpleasant,. not because they were gay. You informed me that your manager didn ' t like it when companions entered the office due to the fact that it interfered with workflow.
or some spunk like that, and I believed you. I only asked to kiss you in public when, as well as I thought that perhaps.
if we mosted likely to Pride, and also we held hands in public, as well as you saw other pairs.
like us making it work, perhaps, however no. You chose to simply up as well as entrust to no telephone call, no e-mail, not.
also a fucking text message. You didn'' t inform me shit. All you desired was your. pussy intending to be out before anyone discovered you in the morning, and I still tried.I thought that maybe our love. might weather this storm, that we can make it function. Yet, fuck, do you think. that you ' re the first individual to realize that they weren'' t straight as well as to find out of the damn storage room? As well as, yeah, my ex lovers, they maintained stating, “” She on the poor crap.”” And I stated, “” No, no, she'' s frightened.” So terrified that you up and leave like the punk ass that they claimed you were. I begged your mother for your number! I drove to her house as well as your house till I thought they.
would certainly call the cops on me.No! Until I ran out of words to beg you, as well as absolutely nothing. And yet right here you stand, 2 years later, like absolutely nothing ever occurred, like you didn'' t just up as well as leave like the punk ass that you.
state you are, that you are. So, yeah, I'' m wearing my
. rainbow badge with satisfaction. Here'' s a fuck you. (club music) (target market praise) Uh, infant? Infant? My scalp is itching. You desire me to oil your scalp, Kai? No. You understand what'' s gon na– You wear'' t have to. Rest down.'I ' ll do it, just let me
. put the kids to sleep. (audience laughter) (breathing out) (coughing) Child? I enjoy the sensation of.
your fingers in my scalp. Mmm, I like it. Following time, you wear'' t also. attempt to dry your hair, you have to figure this.
shit out, you got it? Yes. Okay, great. Do you want me to intertwine your hair? Uh, would certainly you? Yeah, transform around.Let me see.
( audience laughter) Mmm, infant, you scent so good. Reverse. (audience laughter) Mmm, child, your skin is so sweet and also soft. It'' s. Infant, let me eliminate your tension. Let me taste you. Simply a kid? Okay! (audience giggling) I guarantee to aid with the children extra. (target market laughter) I'' m sorry I didn ' t clean the cooking area.( audience laughter )Okay. And I'' m sorry I only trimmed the front yard and also not the backyard. Among the children found a snake.It was just a garden snake, however– (target market laughter) (hefty breathing) I'' m sorry I didn ' t completely dry my hair … All right. Okay. (target market giggling )( heavy breathing) (target market giggling) (groaning) (ecstatic shrieking) (high-pitched howling) (squealing) Oh, Daddy!( delighted shouting) (groaning) (ecstatic shrieking) (hefty panting) Whoo!( deep exhalation )Child, I might require you to.
oil my scalp once again. (audience giggling.
hush Kai speaking) Later, though. Okay. (deep sigh) (target market praise) (low ambient songs) I'' m vocal singing gently. Love put on'' t live here any longer. She covers her legs round my soul, cushioning me from the world. As we do. Black. Girl. Love. Not sex. Love. Vocal singing. Boning. Listening. Talking. Accepting that … ALL AUDIO SPEAKERS: Black girl love. It harms in some cases. Pain-filled pleasure. Informing tales of every now and then. As she splits me in half … Just to see me … [Bri And Kai Together] In.
the middle of the night. Reminding me of us. Around splits of mine. As we do black lady … ALL SPEAKERS: Love. (target market cheering).
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